Yay!...Sort of

I'm making progress! My stress eating is waaaay down, so anti-anxiety meds are great! However, I want to learn to deal with my stress better so I don't need to be on them. This is,however, is going to wait till after we move into our new house since, at the moment, drugs are my very good friend. I haven't weighed myself since it bums me out- even if I've lost weight I'm still waaay over where I need to be. Instead I'm going by how baggy my jeans are. BTW (See? I'm hip to the lingo) my jeans now require me to wear a belt. I'm going to eventually go back to numbers based weight monitoring but for now I'm not in a place to do so. Oh! I no longer have a trainer!!! I called and asked to postpone my sessions till after our move since I haven't had the time or energy to shower much less drag ass into the gym. Jake got very peeved and suggested I just cancel my membership. 1. I don't need a fussy trainer whose feelings I need to be careful of 2. WTF!?!?!. Anyhow, I've kept my membership at LA Fitness so I'm going to start back there, plus having a toddler is taking a LOT more energy. We're GO! from sunrise to sunset so I'm getting as much activity in as I can handle during the move. I could go on about what a douche my ex-trainer is, but I want to believe I've grown as a person and am above such things...I'll just say he's so dumb he made my car door look smart. OK, well I'll work on being mature later. Much, much later. Not much else to report really, am feeling pretty good. Oh, eating less meat in general. I love meat. A lot. Nothing is better than a nice filet with truffle butter. Mmmmm. However, these things are bad for my ass, plus since eating less meat I've found I generally feel better. No, I'm not turning vegan or even vegetarian, just something I've noticed. Feeling better is nice.